Album: Distorted Ghost EP, 2000
Justification: It’s another song without a video, but let’s not quibble about such petty concerns: we’re all friends here, are we not? And this entry is a very-slightly tweaked version of a piece I wrote for the lovely Karin Maier, whose blog is here and whose artwork based upon this song is right next to this paragraph. Said artwork is part of an exhibition currently showing in Canberra and looks pretty darn grand.
The suicide of Sparklehorse’s Mark Linkous’ suicide was hardly a complete shock: the man had known serious hardship, physical and mental illness and debilitating chemical dependencies to a degree that few could be expected to handle for long. Even without knowing his biography, the most affecting moments on Sparklehorse’s four albums all seemed to be raging desperately to find some light in the gathering darkness. And I contend that nothing captures the rage, sorrow, bloodyminded hope and heightened physical stress of desperate depression and heartbreak like the unhinged ‘Happy Man’.
From the lo-fi sonics to the off-kilter drumming to the hazy stream-of-consciousness lyric (“I woke up in a horses’ stomach one foggy morning” isn’t a line one expects in popular music), this is a song that I adored then as much as I do now. My ex-wife utterly hated it, though: in fact, it was one of the very few songs that she would angrily switch off if I played it in our house. Maybe she had an inkling that, when our marriage finally sputtered out, it would be Linkous’ desperate insistence that all he wanted was to be a happy man that I would take so much to heart as I entered my own long dark night of the soul.
It gave me a lot of strength at the time, but Linkous’ unfortunate coda – performed with a self-inflicted rifle shot to the heart in an alleyway in Knoxville, Tennessee in March 2010 – is a sobering reminder that a song, no matter how powerful and important, is still only a song.
SONG YOU SHOULD HAVE REDISCOVERED THIS TIME IN 2010: Hmmm. Nothing. Weird.
SONG YOU SHOULD HAVE REDISCOVERED THIS TIME IN 2011: The Only Ones were celebrating the joys of heroin with ‘Another Girl, Another Planet’.
AND HERE’S THE LAST FIVE…
466. The Pains of Being Pure at Heart: Heart in your Heartbreak (1 May)
467. Paul Simon: The Boy in the Bubble (2 May)
468. 10,000 Maniacs: Candy Everybody Wants (7 May)
469. Starky: Hey Bang Bang (14 May)
470. Hefner: When the Angels Play their Drum Machines (16 May)








